janestarz | (no subject)

A dumb survey: (thanks to

tommycee)

*5 things you are wearing*
1. earplugs
2. nailpolish
3. two rings
4. black socks
5. my skin

*5 things you can see*
1. an empty plastic cup with some last remains of coffee
2. my cellphone which is set to vibrate (it's a good thing you can still see it, isn't it? Makes you wonder where my head is at...)
3. a cd of morphia which is lying on the
4. dumbfuck school computer
5. a pen (how exciting)

*5 things you are doing right now*
1. listening
2. pondering
3. I bet my follikels are, under the influence of some hormones, trying to get an egg to come loose and go to my ovaria.
4. digesting some horrible food
5. breathing. I think...

*5 things you ate in the last 24 hours*
1. potatoe chips
2. bread with
3. creamy butter with herbs (how shocking)
4. an apple
5. cucumber

*5 things you did so far today*
1. I realized I was alive (which was good)
2. and awake (which was less good)
3. then, I showered
4. had breakfast
5. and watched some television (this is getting more exciting every minute, don't you agree?)

*5 things you can hear right now*
1. Morphia
2. crunching of apple between my *tudududududu* JAWS
3. not much more, really because
4. I really am playing this cd loud enough to get deaf
5. but I just don't give a tiny rat's ass

*5 colors you can see*
1. euhm...the exciting colours of a nice Windows window (I wonder where they got the name from?)
2. black
3. black
4. black
5. black (yeah, black cotton is what I am wearing...all the way, heheheheh)

*5 thoughts in your head*
1. I would really like to type down all of the vulgar thoughts I now am having in my head because of this question but there's probably not enough room for it...
2. This question really sets you to think on what you have been thinking and what you could have been thinking so I am kindof going the wrong way with my thoughts getting all vulgar and all...
3. About naked men in my livingroom and TommyCee and I getting home from school interrupting their gangbang...
4. What the fuck (heh...literally) were all of those naked men doing in our house anyway and how the hell did they get in...
5. This question scares me.

*10 people who need to eat shit*
1. Huhuh...visual! (seriously sick...)
2. drunk men!
3. who harass!
4. Marjolein! Ah, she should have been on #1....
5. Euhmm...Gassy? Ah wait, that is Marjolein...
6. My grandfather
7. Really, I'm not that hateful. I'll just hold a grudge against you forever...
8. What does Shit taste like anyway?
9. Can you tell me if I put you on my list?
10. euhm....

*10 people that rock your socks*
1. TommyCee!
2. Miss B. from My Ruin
3. My Ruin in general
4. Oh, yes. Some men too.
5. And Ozjish in particular.
6. Heh...that one guitardude I like so much.
7. Ozjish. Did I say Ozjish? Well, Oz does.
8. Lianne, I guess. She's cool.
9. Johnny (Knoxville, Jonathan, whatever)
10. Tjerk.

*10 things you love the most about your the guy you like
1. His smile
2. I'll forever hate myself for typing this out because it won't ever work out ever for us
3. His beautiful hands
4. His hands playing guitar
5. His general appearance
6. His hair
7. But still I'm going to type it out in case I wonder why I ever liked him once
8. The rings he wears with pride and gets away with wearing.
9. His eyes
10. The way he stutters a bit when he's had a few drinks

*10 things you would like to do in your lifetime*
1. become one with my true self
2. accept all around me for who they are and not always smack their asses for who they are.
3. get on stage with the band and rock ass!
4. well, I'd like to have sex somewhere along the lines of life. That would be nice.
5. get really long nails, paint them red, and then break them while playing guitar (see #3)
6. And enjoy #4 and #5
7. throw a beerfest to celebrate being free from Gassy
8. learn how to play metal
9. kiss a girl for a change. Just to see what that's like. I haven't found her yet though.
10. Make my own gothic wardrobe.

*10 things you want to do this year*
1. finish my first year completely
2. get together with that guy I really like (yeah..right! Like that's ever going to happen)
3. crack the firewall at school so I can chat again
4. go to L0\/\/lands (only 2 more days!)
5. okay, that was an easy one. So sue me.
6. learn what 'no regrets' feels like
7. hug Tjerk again
8. meet Ozjish at that beerfest
9. hug Ozjish!
10. kiss...no, okay. Not kiss. But I still want to hug him!

*10 Songs You're Listening To*
1. Hey, do I look like a dj to you?

*10 famous people you would have sex with*
1. How about just hanging with famous people
2. drinking coffee or other stuff
3. like I ate with the guys from Morphia
4. why must there be sex involved?
5. because I just know it will be a one nighter and
6. well, onenighters suck
7. I suppose.

*10 Names you like*
1. Crucifier (do you want to cry now?)
2. Slayer
3. Jayn
4. James (for me, that is)
5. Fuck!

*10 objects in your room that you love*
1. my insence
2. my guitars
3. my not so green yet bread
4. milk
5. the red walls (ow, am I a materialist?!)
6. coffee. I forgot coffee!
7. trees. O wait. They're not in my room. But I love them anyway
8. my new flashing pink scarf!
9. euhm...my knife (where is that thing anyway!)
10. my runestones.

*Seven things you love*
[1] sleeping
[2] music
[3] shoes
[4] boys
[5] men
[6] fuzzy and/or cuddlilicious stuff
[7] hugs

*Seven things you hate*
[1] stalkers
[2] harassing men
[3] Ozjish (we have the whole love/hate thing going, right?)
[4] people who are satanists because they think it's cool
[5] people who are anything because they think it's cool
[6] people who suck in general
[7] and Marjolein in particular

*Seven things on your desk [excluding computer, monitor, etc.]*
[1] backpack
[2] wallet
[3] pen
[4] this is getting exciting now
[5] floppy-disc-holder
[6] a chain which is attached to my wallet. Does that count?
[7] my arms... aaahh!!!!! Blood!

*Right now you are:*
[1] not at home
[2] but at school
[3] trying to figure out
[4] who's finger that is
[5] what's it to you anyway?
[6] hating the janitor for telling me to go home
[7] trying to get that piece of apple from between my teeth. This is such a shocking thing!

*Seven facts about you*
[1] I'm a bitch
[2] but some disagree
[3] and say I'm kind of sweet
[4] truth is, I don't know who I am
[5] whenever I think I do know I realise I don't
[6] I get insecure often with some people
[7] I like life

*Seven things you plan to do before you die*
[1] Nothing! NO REGRETS! SO SHOOT me..

*Seven things you can do*
[1] kick your ass, if I wanted to!
[2] turn off a computer
[3] kiss the nearest person. That's easy
[4] do a demonic dance
[5] laugh hysterically
[6] and be proud of it
[7] stop typing and put this in my lj. Or something