Thunder overhead

[janestarz]

Mirror sucked and was okay in a way. The props still way aren’t ready. But we did the demon dance and that was a lot of fun. I only brought 1 monk suit, the one that is ready, and a skirt. Turns out we were supposed to train in full attire.
Turns out we’re rehearsing again this Saturday.
Turns out there had been about 3 new drafts of the script.

Why doens’t anybody bother to tell me? Am I invisible or something? It’s like they use me and then drop me. “Yeah, Jane can sow, so let her make the monk suits. Call her? New rehearsal? Nah, she don’t need to know!”
I didn’t even get the new script! I got some new parts but why tell me? No, that’s not neccessary.

So I expressed my disgruntledness to Arno, and he reacted shocked. It’s nice everyone wants to use monk suits, but I can’t wield magic to make them and I can’t make 4 monk suits in 1 night on my own. The easiest part is done now, and I still need to color some sheets and make them into hoods. *Growl* Elise offered help, thank the Gods.

Rained wet on the way home. Feel black. Want to kick coffee machines and shout “No! NO! NOOOOO!”. I think I’ll take a shower as soon as Marjolein is dead goes to sleep.

Comments

You...

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

You don't know what it's like to live with her. It's like a demon pressing it's claws into your skull, ever deeper, until the pain is too much to take.

I even drew a picture of that claw:
http://elfwood.lysator.liu.se/loth/n/i/nijmeijer/claw.jpg.html

Re: You...

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

It's not you. It's my pathetic attempt to break away from that which is holding me forever back. It includes snapping at friends. I'm sorry.

Re: You...

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

Probably Lowlands, if I ever buy a ticket. IF.

The Distillers are coming to play in Ede and I really want to go there, but I have to go on stage that night with my Christian theatregroup and do a play on Marten Luther.
*get nauseous and vomits*

Here's a little hint for you:

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

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Re: Here's a little hint for you:

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

Aw, drat! By then I'll be forced to be at home [having a cosy cosy cosy dinner with Gassy] because the CHE is closing around that time. And I don't have internet at home.

Curs-ed!