Dreamwalker

[janestarz]

Been in a blah mood lately. Nothing really really REALLY gets through and troubles have been bugging my mind. It really feels like nothing matters and nothing should matter. Like nothing should get through.

Couldn't sleep, wrote a story, still couldn't sleep and blah. Blah blah blah.

Is this how the Dreamwalker feels every day? Because, hm....well....it sucks!

I meet people and I chat with them. All the while I feel like they don't understand. That it doesn't matter. That some people will understand and some won't. It's really, well....Tool-ish.

Comments

It's funny, really

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

It's funny realyy. If I look back on our friendship in the past year (almost at least) I can recall you saying this.

"We need to talk. Face to face."
"We really need to talk..."

And somehow, when we are face to face, in the setting one expects there's serious talk, we never do. There are words, but there's almost never a real context or meaning.

How is that?

If you want to say something about the remark "Is this how Sander feels every day....it sucks" then do it. Not just say "we really need to talk"

Did I offend you? It seems as if I offend people quite easy lately. Even when my intentions are good.

Like now.