Birthday

[janestarz]

Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me---eeeeeee
Happy Birthday to me!!!!

It's my birthday today. Big 20 has finally hit Tha Starz. Jane is 20. Well, I suppose it was unavoidable :)
Jan came over, as well as my brother, and my aunt Chris and her husband. Jan brought flowers (crazy! He already gave me enough presents. Besides, all I want for my birthday is him...like Mariah *giggle* once sang) and I looooooove flowers.

My brother bought me cushions for on my bed, three colours, really nice ones. I wonder how I'm ever going to get them home, but still... And my aunt and uncle bought me a recipe book and powdered herbs and stuff. Djahe, garlic and loads more. Wonderful! I also asked her some advice on how to make oils and oinments but I suppose I'll just have to figure that out myself.

I found 'duizendblad' (tr: thousandleaf) in my mom's garden. Will snatch some of that to make tea at home. Dry them and so on. Have not enough flasks for all of the herbs, so if any of you find small flasks (no more than a quarter of a litre of volume) preferrably with a lid, I'd love to have them. (This goes out to the true readers of my journal living in my vicinity: Sander, Nyna, TommyCee, Jan *smile*)

I will now ponder on my LARP outfit and some ointments and gather herbs and watch Dawsons' Creek!

Comments

[nynaaa.livejournal.com]

I am not a true reader anymore and I will be never again.

o..........kay

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

O.......kay. I see.

No, wait, I don't!

Re: o..........kay

[nynaaa.livejournal.com]

sorry. it's not you. it's me.

Re: o..........kay

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

You know...it's comments like these that count. Those deep comments, with lots of meaning behind them...except noone really knows what they mean and noone can really explain what the meaning must be.

You know, I'm glad it was just my birthday, a day like any other. A day, that if there's a weird deep or even emotional comment, can be spoilt, but no-one cares about that. Because it's a birthday. Just a mister Joe regular day. Well, okay, it happens to be exactly 20 years after my birth, but hey, that doesn't really matter, now does it?

No, really, it doesn't matter. Because even on birthdays, deep comments can not be explained. And they needen't be. They're deep, which is enough for a comment.

I am sorry that I am, but I am.

Re: o..........kay

[nynaaa.livejournal.com]

Where exactly is the bitchy comment? What I read is just what you are, always. No matter what. No matter who. No matter when. And it is just my emotions in combination with you, that aches me. It is not your fault, as I sad before, it is me. These are MINE emotions. I just wanted to tell you that I am not a true reader of your lj anymore, for the sake of my spirit. Thats all I had to mention, all I broke the silence for. Excuse me.

Re: o..........kay

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

So in other words, if you read my journal, you feel down?

Well, why didn't you say so? Then I'll just not post all of the intimate stuff anymore in something that still is my journal. Because, last time I checked, I still wrote for myself. That other people read it, is just a small occurrance with which I have no business.

By all means, mine forever,

Jane Starz

Re: o..........kay

[nynaaa.livejournal.com]

Don't get me wrong. Of course it is your lj and you must feel free to write anything you want. Cuz that is something so important that it can kill your spirit (in any possible way) when its gone. I am going trough that right know and it hurts me deeper than anything. I just reacted on something you said to me (and others) which was just a reaction. Not an action. Nothing more. I didn't mean to hurt you, or bitch you, bite you. Just something...that I wasn't going to read lj's anymore cuz I just can't. That's all girly. Let's shake hands.