"I hunger....I eat!"
Apr. 22nd, 2002 03:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
janestarzOne day has passed. The sun has fallen and risen again. As I read the words I wrote last night, I feel strange. They do not justice the actual event. They can never describe the atmosphere, the true feeling of happiness. The joy in my heart and soul, punching it's way out to be revealed on my face, in my eyes, in my smile.
Fate. I promised to talk about fate. I dreamt about the entrance of the tent. I seem to think that the preminitions in my dreams, whom I never recognize as such, are a sort of fate. Fate steering me to the events I dream of. Fate making the preminitions come true.
But why have I then dreamt of Arjen and tall Mike, and can I not recall the inside of the tent. A faint idea of the direction inside the tent, the stone tower. But not who was there, or what happened. Was that too unclear for Fate to be revealed? Or was it no more than a dream.
And then Jan. How can he be so like me? He knows the things I know. Of Life. Of nature. He has thesame moods I have. He has thesame creative outbursts as I have. He sees the things my way.
We talked on msn this morning. It was a delightful chat. He promised to come over and walk in the woods in Ede some day.
Fate. I promised to talk about fate. I dreamt about the entrance of the tent. I seem to think that the preminitions in my dreams, whom I never recognize as such, are a sort of fate. Fate steering me to the events I dream of. Fate making the preminitions come true.
But why have I then dreamt of Arjen and tall Mike, and can I not recall the inside of the tent. A faint idea of the direction inside the tent, the stone tower. But not who was there, or what happened. Was that too unclear for Fate to be revealed? Or was it no more than a dream.
And then Jan. How can he be so like me? He knows the things I know. Of Life. Of nature. He has thesame moods I have. He has thesame creative outbursts as I have. He sees the things my way.
We talked on msn this morning. It was a delightful chat. He promised to come over and walk in the woods in Ede some day.
