"Haven't you seen the ruins of our world?"

[janestarz]

He can't give me a bas? Can he? I'm really not sure.

The way I see it now, is that I have no choice. I either confront him and flee in my misery and say I won't do the talks. Or I go up to him, say I need the help and be in a lot of pain and anguish for a long time.
The talks will always be thesame. Him, digging for answers. Me, not knowing where they are, what he wants to hear. Frantically searching for that answer I should have known deep within, a long time ago.

I just want to flee from him, from all of this, try to hide and let it all be gone for a while. Even that he knows. He's cornered me. Fuck!

Comments

[tommycee.livejournal.com]

I hear ya on the "digging for answers which I can't find myself" part.
I guess it's all a bit overrated. I feel perfectly fine most of the time, but he makes me think I am completely out of balance and stuff. Well whatever.

I am so not looking forward to tomorrow.

Ltr, TC

Digging for the answers who may not even be the truth.

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

*nods*

You're right. I feel fine most of the time. And the "you're not going to be a good journalist" part isn't helping him. It seems to me, it's all one big conspiracy in which he's trying to win us, but he actually is scaring us away.

*growl*

I really don't look forward to tomorrow either