So friggin bored
Feb. 21st, 2002 08:04 pmMy God, my God...
It's eight p.m. and the main reason I'm still in school is that I've got internet in here and not at home.
Besides, there's not a fuck I can do at home, except eat crisps and play guitar. Which I'm bound to do eventually.
I'm really not into going home because I just know Marjolein is going to give me some fucked up sentence like "So...! You're home late. Was it busy in school?"
And I hate to answer that. I mean: she's got Borderline Syndrome which means she can be pushed over an edge [which she actually doesn't have] very easily. But the real answer to that question ofcourse is "I'm home so late because I didn't want to hear that fucked up sentence you throw my way every fucking single time I come home late. Okay? MY! SCHEDULE! SUCKS! SO! LEAVE! ME! ALONE!"
Grr.
And I feel so powerless because one of my best friends has a problem and I can't do something about it and I wish I could.
And there are people reading over my shoulder what I'm typing here. BUZZ OFF, I'm typing here!
Grr.
Bouncing off the walls in an angry manner. Grr. I need something to do!
It's eight p.m. and the main reason I'm still in school is that I've got internet in here and not at home.
Besides, there's not a fuck I can do at home, except eat crisps and play guitar. Which I'm bound to do eventually.
I'm really not into going home because I just know Marjolein is going to give me some fucked up sentence like "So...! You're home late. Was it busy in school?"
And I hate to answer that. I mean: she's got Borderline Syndrome which means she can be pushed over an edge [which she actually doesn't have] very easily. But the real answer to that question ofcourse is "I'm home so late because I didn't want to hear that fucked up sentence you throw my way every fucking single time I come home late. Okay? MY! SCHEDULE! SUCKS! SO! LEAVE! ME! ALONE!"
Grr.
And I feel so powerless because one of my best friends has a problem and I can't do something about it and I wish I could.
And there are people reading over my shoulder what I'm typing here. BUZZ OFF, I'm typing here!
Grr.
Bouncing off the walls in an angry manner. Grr. I need something to do!