If you can't beat them...
Aug. 27th, 2003 09:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
janestarzDoc says I need to do some exercises to make my muscles stronger. Stretch'em up a little bit. I'm quite desperate...
In the mornings all's well. Then, after walking and going to school my back slowly starts to ache. When I get back home, limiting my time outside the house (and in and out of bad positions), the pain is almost constant, except when I forcefully relax the muscles.
Around the time I'm done cooking dinner, it feels like there are a hundred ants running in the muscle and sinew and in my spine. By the time I've finished dinner, it's so achy (no matter what chair) I HAVE to lie down. My head on a pillow, on the floor, with my calves on the couch, the spine completely flat. *sigh* That feels great.
I'm kind of feverish though. Throat hurts a bit. And when I was cooking I couldn't imagine myself eating the food I just made (minced meat, potatoes and cauliflower with cheese-sause, sharing with Reini). Hey if you can't beat them, join them. And in this case, when everybody's on their own side, join the strongest one.
And then try to manipulate them. "How much effort can it be, I mean, when you go to bed, you check the doors, put the dishes in the washer, and go upstairs. Takes less then a minute." I'm sure Reini understood. But it takes a lot of time to change a person.
And I just got the offer to stay in this house another year. They must really love me. *grins evilly*
I didn't go to Ladyfest. I fear I just can't. *whimpers* Even though I really want to. I just can't bear the thought of me walking through Amsterdam with a backpack with only the most important stuff (discman, VtM novel, wallet & phone near my body) and getting an ache that will make me whince. Being one hour travelling away from the first comfortable couch or chair. I just...can't.
I also can't work for at least two more weeks. Bye bye income.
Can't larp either. Drat! And it's been so long already. I hope I'll be better bij Octobre. Shiverz...was my best larp until now.
In the mornings all's well. Then, after walking and going to school my back slowly starts to ache. When I get back home, limiting my time outside the house (and in and out of bad positions), the pain is almost constant, except when I forcefully relax the muscles.
Around the time I'm done cooking dinner, it feels like there are a hundred ants running in the muscle and sinew and in my spine. By the time I've finished dinner, it's so achy (no matter what chair) I HAVE to lie down. My head on a pillow, on the floor, with my calves on the couch, the spine completely flat. *sigh* That feels great.
I'm kind of feverish though. Throat hurts a bit. And when I was cooking I couldn't imagine myself eating the food I just made (minced meat, potatoes and cauliflower with cheese-sause, sharing with Reini). Hey if you can't beat them, join them. And in this case, when everybody's on their own side, join the strongest one.
And then try to manipulate them. "How much effort can it be, I mean, when you go to bed, you check the doors, put the dishes in the washer, and go upstairs. Takes less then a minute." I'm sure Reini understood. But it takes a lot of time to change a person.
And I just got the offer to stay in this house another year. They must really love me. *grins evilly*
I didn't go to Ladyfest. I fear I just can't. *whimpers* Even though I really want to. I just can't bear the thought of me walking through Amsterdam with a backpack with only the most important stuff (discman, VtM novel, wallet & phone near my body) and getting an ache that will make me whince. Being one hour travelling away from the first comfortable couch or chair. I just...can't.
I also can't work for at least two more weeks. Bye bye income.
Can't larp either. Drat! And it's been so long already. I hope I'll be better bij Octobre. Shiverz...was my best larp until now.
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Date: 2003-08-27 11:41 pm (UTC)I really hope your back will be better soon, especially before Shiverz.
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Date: 2003-08-28 03:03 am (UTC)In any case, I do hope to feel better before Shiverz, I love Anna to death, and I'd hate to not be able to play her again.