Some ponderings

[janestarz]

1. I need more people at my forum. C'mon people, send me to Shadowrifts for free. I want to be a maniac witch. Here's the link!
   
2. I want to sign up for refoweb just because the Dreamwalker let me read some replies. Might even run amok. Hehe. Other forums just not enough posting going on.
   
3. I've been pushing the boundries of my cage. I don't want to fit in here. I saw three girls who looked like they were RE TARDS stare at the Dreamwalker and me like we were mad. I do not want to fit in. I've been growling (litterally growling yes) at people all morning.
   
4. I do NOT want to fit in.
   
5. Friday is valentine's day and there's a small chance I don't have to work. Food for thought it is yes. [yoda off]
   
6. I need more roleplay in my life. Roleplay makes me happy.
   
7. I didn't say half the things I wanted to or could have. Sometimes my sense of words just flees from me like I'm a big scary spider.
   
8. Four 'rv' markings in Cats for last term. RV=ruim voldoende. Way way sufficient. Have I tried too hard? Can it be?
   

WRITE THE FIRST THING THAT COMES INTO YOUR HEAD.....
hm...I need more e-mails.

I WANT: chocolate and coffee. Good coffee, not that automatic drab that tastes like drainagewater. Mhhhmmm drainage water.
I HAVE: cold fingers.

I REGRET: Not having had breakfast yet...
I WISH: I could fly
I LOVE: life

I HOPE: Dramaclass will be as much fun as I told everyone it is
I HATE: nagging sheep
I FEAR: Yrch hehe...not really. I don't know.
I SEARCH: the everlasting quest to be content with what I have

LAST TIME YOU...
SMILED? just now
CRIED? that's been a while. A week ago, when Haldir died in TTT.
HAD A DREAM? tonight.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN: the two towers
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: regiotaxi. Not counting the wap from my cellphone.
LAST SONG YOU HEARD: something Acda and the Munnik - het zou hier brussel moeten heten I think.

DO YOU........
SMOKE? no
DO DRUGS? no
HAVE A CRUSH? yes
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: yes
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? yes.
HAVE YOU EVER LOVED SOMEONE? yes
U STILL LOVE HIM OR HER? it's been a while.
YOU HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? yes
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? yes
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yep
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? at times, yes
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? no! Noooooo!
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? lots. I bite. *Evil Grin*
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? net yet I don't.
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? yep.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? Sometimes. Not when I'm in school.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? sort of. I get a vibe from some people.
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? yes please.
SING IN THE SHOWER? hehe. And out of tune too!
HAVE ANY SCARS? Yes. Loads. *Grin*

ADDED EXTRAS
WHATS THE ONE THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE? "Get laid" said Storyteller. I agree.
WHAT PIECE OF MUSIC MAKES YOU WANT TO CRY? Depends on my mood. It used to be "Angel" by Sarah MacLachlan.
WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT LIFE? Life itself. All of it.
WHAT IS ONE THING YOU HATE ABOUT LIFE? How people can just not appreciate it.