If I just work hard I might not think

Last night bandpractise. I've had better. I broke my B-snare (suck-ass!) and then all of my motivation went down the drain as a massive headache splattered all my creativity into oblivion.

I sent a desperate sms, stupid me. Am I allowed to make mistakes? Do I allow myself to make them?

Have to debate tomorrow. Trying to come up with adresses for my internship. Damned. If I just appear to be busy do I not have to think please?