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My emotions don't make sense anymore and I am tempted to creep back into my emotionless shell and become one of the semi's. It's just that I can't do that towards the people around me.

Pretty confused. I believe in love. If love falls away what is left? Life seems emptier. Strange.

I drew again, first time in ages. I want to play guitar quite badly. I want to take my mind off anything else. My presence seems idle but people seemingly appreciate my being there. It's weird to be back behind the curtain. It's been a while.