In the name....of love

This song has been bugging my mind all morning.

Well, I crashed at Tjerk's. He hugged me 4 times, which felt really really good. I've slept like a charm and learned my entire cultural philosophy blah. One down, four subjects to go.

I really had fun. We sort of flirted, talked real girl talk, and discussed so much stuff. It's like he's just another one of my girlfriends. We even talked about gays and lesbians. Turns out, he never thought about how he regarded them because he doesn't know any and he's only been christian for a few years. The thing that does bug me about him is that he always considers if he talks to someone wheter or not he or she will go to heaven with him.

But I'm in school now, trying to print an e-mail from Sander Metalhead (to not confuse him with all of the dozens of other Sanders and Xanders I know) but the printer won't work.

Tonight the movies with TC: Count of Monte Cristo. Yeah!

Only Dreaming

I’m sure you’re only dreaming
You’re only juggling with my mind
While I feel more and more like screaming
For the scars you left behind

K’s Choice – Only Dreaming.

When I’m depressed I seem to be more healthy. Tossed some lettuce and made some fresh fruit juice. So tonight it’s Hamburgers ‘n Salad baby! And Tommy Cee coming over for the movies.

I found that my internship wasn’t only sucky, it probably wasn’t motivated enough either. I really don’t feel like doing stuff for school but I have to in order to pass. I know I have to study but all of the subjects are so boring. Ethics. Psychology. Cultural Philosophy. Art and Culture. And History. History! I’ve done 4 exams history to pass it once, and now I get it again. It so sucks!

Grant me energy and give me strength
For what shall remain if I fail?