I should stop pulling all-nighters.
Dec. 20th, 2002 06:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
janestarzLast night at the Moon’s was indeed wonderful. There is an entire post dedicated to it but that’s friends-only…of course.
Against his advice, I hardly even slept and I, well on one hand I don’t regret it because the entire time was so magical and amazing, but on the other hand I’m afraid I’ll now fall ill because of my natural resistance going down. Larp used to break it down completely, and even if after Formanterra I didn’t fall ill, I’m afraid this last sleepless night is going to bring me to my knees. I’m pretty nauseated, very tired (despite my beautysleep this afternoon) and can’t stay awake much longer. When I arrived back in Ede (the trip home, daydreaming all the way, seemed much shorter) I figured I’d just be my masculine self and work. Because I do need the money.
But once I was awake again (after me typing all of this out so I know it wasn’t just some wonderful dream), I felt so nauseated I called my boss to cancel. He was quite in a bind and wasn’t pleased at all but I just couldn’t do it.
Normally I’m a really strong person. Really.
I am very tired but I don’t want to go to sleep yet. I’ll try and make up a background for Tis, so I can play her better at the Formanterra IC Forum, and then take a shower and hope not fall asleep during.
If I’m still feeling this way Sunday it’ll be one great Christmas dinner at my dad’s. Detti: “Would you like some salad, it’s very light…” me: “No thanks…I think I’ll just…if you’ll just excuse me?” *runs upstairs to bathroom to get sick*
Against his advice, I hardly even slept and I, well on one hand I don’t regret it because the entire time was so magical and amazing, but on the other hand I’m afraid I’ll now fall ill because of my natural resistance going down. Larp used to break it down completely, and even if after Formanterra I didn’t fall ill, I’m afraid this last sleepless night is going to bring me to my knees. I’m pretty nauseated, very tired (despite my beautysleep this afternoon) and can’t stay awake much longer. When I arrived back in Ede (the trip home, daydreaming all the way, seemed much shorter) I figured I’d just be my masculine self and work. Because I do need the money.
But once I was awake again (after me typing all of this out so I know it wasn’t just some wonderful dream), I felt so nauseated I called my boss to cancel. He was quite in a bind and wasn’t pleased at all but I just couldn’t do it.
Normally I’m a really strong person. Really.
I am very tired but I don’t want to go to sleep yet. I’ll try and make up a background for Tis, so I can play her better at the Formanterra IC Forum, and then take a shower and hope not fall asleep during.
If I’m still feeling this way Sunday it’ll be one great Christmas dinner at my dad’s. Detti: “Would you like some salad, it’s very light…” me: “No thanks…I think I’ll just…if you’ll just excuse me?” *runs upstairs to bathroom to get sick*
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Face to face, preferrably.