Another day starts
Nov. 18th, 2002 11:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
janestarzWoke up at half past ten. Which is good. Being very tired helps against the I-can’t-sleep-past-nine syndrom. I made coffee, got dressed (didn’t do my hair yet…) and arranged all new mp’s in nice organized playlists, and then started reading back my LJ-entries of this weekend aloud with a nice English accent.
I still need to find me a T-shirt that says
I’m weird.
Hug me?
I realised that the entry I made last night, “Take me into your heart and keep me there” describes exactly what I felt last night. The entry itself might seem rambling but for me, the way I read it, aloud, was exactly how I feel it. A tumbling waterfall of emotions I barely recognize as well as random ramblings floating around in this head of mine.
I wonder what has changed in me that I think about Life so much. I never seemed to do this all the time. I had it at times, but not always.
Sometimes I think it will drive me crazy, I want to put my hands on my head and scream in the middle of the open road. I want to lie in someone’s arms and forget about it all.
I think I did that this weekend.
In the forgetting arms.
Godsmack. Good song. Me likes.
Also practiced some moves of Migs, swordfighting in the livingroom with my shadow. The manouvres he’s taught me are very good indeed. I feel I’m much faster and better defended. Also could do his neat-o trinket trick. Will keep that one silent though so I can use it to surprise the Dreamwalker when I feel I’ve completely mastered it.
Nothing much more to say really. I’ve pondered a lot about my costumes for Formanterra and I have to get much fabric today. It’s market-time again! Gloves, belts, shirts, skirts and more more more needs to be made. I have a lot of work to do, but first coffee!
I still need to find me a T-shirt that says
I’m weird.
Hug me?
I realised that the entry I made last night, “Take me into your heart and keep me there” describes exactly what I felt last night. The entry itself might seem rambling but for me, the way I read it, aloud, was exactly how I feel it. A tumbling waterfall of emotions I barely recognize as well as random ramblings floating around in this head of mine.
I wonder what has changed in me that I think about Life so much. I never seemed to do this all the time. I had it at times, but not always.
Sometimes I think it will drive me crazy, I want to put my hands on my head and scream in the middle of the open road. I want to lie in someone’s arms and forget about it all.
I think I did that this weekend.
In the forgetting arms.
Godsmack. Good song. Me likes.
Also practiced some moves of Migs, swordfighting in the livingroom with my shadow. The manouvres he’s taught me are very good indeed. I feel I’m much faster and better defended. Also could do his neat-o trinket trick. Will keep that one silent though so I can use it to surprise the Dreamwalker when I feel I’ve completely mastered it.
Nothing much more to say really. I’ve pondered a lot about my costumes for Formanterra and I have to get much fabric today. It’s market-time again! Gloves, belts, shirts, skirts and more more more needs to be made. I have a lot of work to do, but first coffee!
