janestarz | In disarray (you’re so busy these days)

Turns out, Elise was coming over tonight. I was kind of expecting her tonight, which meant the dishes were hidden in the sink well away from prying eyes and the livingarea was sort of cleaned up.

Since she was interested in my larpoutfits (she’s from Mirror which means anything concerning theatre and plays and ROLEplays for that matter is interesting) and my larppictures. She seemed to like my green dress. I decided I’d wear it to Dummnoni Friday without a trousers underneath, just the plain white dress with the nifty green one.

We talked about Mirror, I explained I didn’t have much energy to do anything. She’s very understanding because she did an SPH (sociaal pedagogische hulpverlening….something therapeutic blah) and told me I didn’t have a burn-out if I was still interested in making larpoutfits. She was very enthusiastic about the idea of me making the outfits for the next Mirror play indeed.

We also talked about the spiritual realm a bit. She complimented me on my being open to so many aspects of life and religion, and we actually got to talk a bit about Ron too. [No newer views there though.] We even did the whole therapeutic analysis of her family’s problems, I talked J’Naye the Chief Counselor to her and she was the familymember in need of counseling. It’s strange that I do have a therapeutic side in me even if I am not very good at counseling myself.

[or am I? My views certainly have changed in the last months and even weeks…therapy has interested me a lot and I seem to be able to take an objective point of view every now and then but not always when my life is concerned.]

Conclusion of the evening: I consider Elise a friend. Yes siree, indeed I do.

And. So looking forward to Friday and Saturday! First Friday being in a LARP again…yupyup. And then Saturday see

ozjish again! It’s been way too long even if it’s only been three weeks.

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From a more objective point of view. I seem to get energy from being around people that I consider being friends. (the cure to winterdepression #2: spend lots of time with your [nutty] friends) It started with Ron, then Friday having a lot of fun with Tommy, Saturday and Sunday not much at all, but today with Elise again (and Tommy…bless her for being my roommate and a complete annoying cardboard box at times! *wink*).

Tomorrow Midterm. Bleeggghhh. Friday another Midterm…bleeeeeeeeeegggggghhhhhhh.
But Fridaynight Larp and see Migs again!!! Migs has been so sweet to me at Moonblade, he’s been to 50 larps so far and not stopping or slowing down at all.

”I am Baitor!!!”

So there I’ll get a lot of energy. Anytime a man in kilt gets to be my husband…
And then Saturday…yes…Saturday indeed. Gomez dah-lin!! [*sees that the objective point of view has been lost a good while back*] Yes, very much looking forward to that indeed. Mucho energy after this weekend, I hope. Then start with a new semester in school. Ugh.

I guess I should try and get some sleep…tomorrow being a busy day with two midterms coming up. Ugh. Why bother anyway?