Is it just me?

[janestarz]

Is it just me or has this weekend completely restored my energy? I feel vibrantly alive again. I've been living towards this beerfest and the DEW-meeting and now that they're gone I can only think back to them with a big smile on my face.

Especially to the fest.

And some other ponderment. I have a friend whom I joke about that he's become a christian just because he was gay. But today I've noticed a lot of men here in school that are kindof "of the hands" (that's my term to say they're female gayish). Problem is, the girls are so naieve they don't see it, so they don't tell the guys and the guys keep on doing it. It's horrid!

The Dreamwalker just walked in. I should really get going on that presentation of Ethics that I have tomorrow but I really can't be bothered. I make no sense. I am jubilant, energetic and most of all...well...see the mood dragon.

And I seem to be typing 'we' where I mean 'I'. Especially in comments to other people's journals.

Hm. I'll
Saw this at warlord who stole it from psychospider.

1. What's the first thing you remember wanting to be when you grew up?
- A stewardess and then a fashiondesigner (last year of primary school)

2. Describe a dream you remember. The first one that comes to mind:
- The repetitive dream in which (I interpreted with The Dreamwalker's help) I meet my animus

3. What book are you reading?
- Still Tara Ward - Meditation and Dreamwork. I read slowly and never practise.

4. What colour are your sheets?
- Checkered blue now, the Black hair came off...

5. What song is in your head right now?
- some Native American chants. I was in the mood for something relaxing. The two headphones make the music come from a place that is centered just a bit left from the middle of my brain.

6. Waitaminnit... Where are you?
- At school dammit!

7. I am afraid of...:
- Purple Sheep. Big hairy spiders. Awkward situations.

8. Your day job/dream job:
- Tv-technician, punkrockstar-guitarist.

9. What movie have you seen the most times?
- Who Framed Roger Rabbit. Hercules. Star Wars Episode One.

10. One question for Jesus, or Buddha or Muhammed, etc:
- Can you teach me to achieve inner peace?

11. The guilty pleasure you'd really rather not admit to here:
- Enjoying that chocolate-icecream just now. I shouldn't enjoy that because it'll make me fat and hideous.

12. Comfort food of choice:
- Cheese. Potatochips

13. What's the last video you rented?
- Been a very long time. Don't remember. I don't have a vcr.

14. Who do people say you look like?
- Katie Holmes. The Horror!

15. What's the bane of your existence?
- I bug other people and I don't care if I do. Only not the ones I like.

16. What's the last thing you found on the ground and picked up?
- My college debitcard. I drop stuff often.

17. A writer worth reading:
- He is magical to read. Of the more popular writers: Robert Jordan.

18. Where would you like to grow old?
- In a stone cottage I've redecorated myself on the edge of the forest, growing herbs until my hair is grey.

19. A word of wisdom:
- Pie. [just to bug Oz *grin* Actually that was the first to come to mind]. Breate and Dream.

20. The question you get asked ALL THE TIME!!!:
- Euhm...could you come and help me on this school assignment? [for the millionth time...no! I have a life

21. When was your last hospital visit?
- Six years ago, when they cut out my appendix in the nick of time. It burst in their tweezers. (or what's it called)

22. The last thing you said out loud:
- Hahahaha! Owwww... [I react to e-mails quite loudly. This was laughter and then I-feel-touched grunts]

23. Current clothing:
- BaggyComfy Jeans, black cotton shirt and very BaggyComfy Jeansblouse.

24. Your favourite season:
- Spring

25. In my last lifetime I was probably:
- Rain. I don't know.

Comments

If you'll excuse my ignorance

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

What is the Wisdom of the Pie?

you know ...

[bammerangcreep.livejournal.com]

i noticed that too ... i mean the gayish part in some guys in school. i actually thought it was me.

Re: you know ...

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

It's actually quite obvious. To people who know the prejudice view of how gays are, ofcourse. Most real gay are somewhat different than what this prejudice view likes us to believe.

Re: you know ...

[bammerangcreep.livejournal.com]

i dunno ... i can pretty much tell who of the guys i meet are gay. it's happened a few that before we get into this friendship atmosphere and he tells me he's gay, i already know. me and my roommate even have this contest when we guess the first gay guy of the night on television. i like most gay guys i meet, they're safe territory to me in some twisted way.
sadly, i don't see it with girls. and that has lead to an akward situation or two.

Re: you know ...

[janestarz.livejournal.com]

I've been in a situation where 90% of the girls present were either gay or bisexual. I didn't feel awkward, but then again, they didn't try to hit on me.

Re: you know ...

[bammerangcreep.livejournal.com]

haha ... i've never been in a place like that, i think i wouldn't mind being there. for me it was akward because once i realized i was being hit on, it was kinda ... late in the game. haha ...