If you see me walk by...
Oct. 27th, 2002 10:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
janestarzYep a very lazy Sunday indeed. I typed some (a lot of) LJ, and thought a lot. Lazy days are good to rebecome yourself. Rethink about the stuff that’s bothering you. It’s easier for me now to rethink the weekend. Not clearer but more from a distance.
The bedroom is a bit more organized now, a lot of laundry, where the hell it came from no-one knows, done and hung. The place is quiet and empty after so many people in it for a while.
I still can’t completely grasp the content of Oz having been here. I must have told him a million times. “I can’t believe you’re really here.” For a while he was in my life for real and not just at the internet and sometimes icq. And Carien, to drop in just like that! Wow, I totally didn’t expect that. She’s pretty close to me for a girl, I don’t mingle well with girls. It was such a surprise to see her there at our door. She really took the effort to come, by car.
People who go through trouble for you. They make me feel special and they make me feel like I’m not weird, not just some face in the crowd. These people make me feel like I’m worth getting to know.
I am very grateful to know them. The feeling inside that just bursts out somewhere around where you think your heart may be.
Other than that my Sunday was lazy. Bit of organizing, cleaning, leisurely. A lot of sitting and lounging. Sims. Beer: Carsendonk. Oz was right saying I’d like that beer. It’s good…
The bedroom is a bit more organized now, a lot of laundry, where the hell it came from no-one knows, done and hung. The place is quiet and empty after so many people in it for a while.
I still can’t completely grasp the content of Oz having been here. I must have told him a million times. “I can’t believe you’re really here.” For a while he was in my life for real and not just at the internet and sometimes icq. And Carien, to drop in just like that! Wow, I totally didn’t expect that. She’s pretty close to me for a girl, I don’t mingle well with girls. It was such a surprise to see her there at our door. She really took the effort to come, by car.
People who go through trouble for you. They make me feel special and they make me feel like I’m not weird, not just some face in the crowd. These people make me feel like I’m worth getting to know.
I am very grateful to know them. The feeling inside that just bursts out somewhere around where you think your heart may be.
Other than that my Sunday was lazy. Bit of organizing, cleaning, leisurely. A lot of sitting and lounging. Sims. Beer: Carsendonk. Oz was right saying I’d like that beer. It’s good…
