Home again

[janestarz]

Showered, sortof unpacked. TommyCee has been real busy in our house and it looks superb!

I’ve been irritated by Nadia on the way home. She kept on nagging about my un-christianity like every other fucking person I talked to there (except Lianne).
Why aren’t you a christian? What made you think so? What DO you believe in? Why are you here? Did you see this band? What did you think of them? Why this? Why that? Why…? Fucking Christ, they drove me mad! I have slept horribly, been bored beyond belief at some place I never wanted to go to but had to, and then they just can not leave me alone.

I’m glad I could get a shower and rest a bit…it’s good to be home.

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[janestarz.livejournal.com]

For my personal beliefs [spelling?] (if you want to know): I do believe there is a higher power. Some call it God, Jesus, Allah, whatever.

For me, the love (for eachother) and respect (for everything) is the most important aspect of my beliefs.
But when you are, as a sole wiccan, surrounded by some thousands of christians (every day in school but also at Flevo) it's hard to keep an open mind. I am scared to be exposed because I think it could cost me my college and friends. And I hate to keep explaining myself. I believe this, they believe that. If I don't keep on nagging about 'why Jesus?' then why don't they leave me alone?

I hate that. They just don't take no for no.