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Dec. 11th, 2001 05:03 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
janestarzDarn Darn Darn.
Well, today started just great. I woke up at 3.30 am, not to be able to fall asleep until 5 am. Then I almost slept through the alarm at 9am.
At 10 am, I got a call from Nyna where I was at lecture. I mean, was there a lecture? Why? Since when? I just finished the dishes, and I ran to school, only having had coffee.
When I arrived there there was the whole band-incident. Karlijn had mailed me that I couldn't play because I wasn't a christian and she has a problem with a non-christian playing christian songs in a christian band. I had mailed her back that I disagreed, and that we should not make a conclusion. Etcetera.
Then, as a nice point of all, one of my closest friends from school (okay, one of my closest frieds in the world) feels totally like shit because she has been dealing with loads and loads of crap and my whole class has no idea what is going on in her life and judges her on that.
So, she ran out of class crying, while my class (some of them) went on rattling mindless stupidity on her behalf. We had a long long long long long looooooong talk which went deep and was hard. The matter is still unresolved. I feel like I have to help but I can't because I am in a pile of mud myself.
And just while I was looking at my email, my dad calls. Great. The one person I really do not need to talk to at this time wants to come over and look at my room. [[Kind of late {you bastard}, I've lived there for over three months now]]
So, right now I need 6 pounds of chocolate, a large brick wall and a friend to hug me.
Too bad these bars come in 38 gramme, the wall is not solid enough and my friends are not around.
Well, today started just great. I woke up at 3.30 am, not to be able to fall asleep until 5 am. Then I almost slept through the alarm at 9am.
At 10 am, I got a call from Nyna where I was at lecture. I mean, was there a lecture? Why? Since when? I just finished the dishes, and I ran to school, only having had coffee.
When I arrived there there was the whole band-incident. Karlijn had mailed me that I couldn't play because I wasn't a christian and she has a problem with a non-christian playing christian songs in a christian band. I had mailed her back that I disagreed, and that we should not make a conclusion. Etcetera.
Then, as a nice point of all, one of my closest friends from school (okay, one of my closest frieds in the world) feels totally like shit because she has been dealing with loads and loads of crap and my whole class has no idea what is going on in her life and judges her on that.
So, she ran out of class crying, while my class (some of them) went on rattling mindless stupidity on her behalf. We had a long long long long long looooooong talk which went deep and was hard. The matter is still unresolved. I feel like I have to help but I can't because I am in a pile of mud myself.
And just while I was looking at my email, my dad calls. Great. The one person I really do not need to talk to at this time wants to come over and look at my room. [[Kind of late {you bastard}, I've lived there for over three months now]]
So, right now I need 6 pounds of chocolate, a large brick wall and a friend to hug me.
Too bad these bars come in 38 gramme, the wall is not solid enough and my friends are not around.
